After reading Jo Tracey’s emotional overdraft post on Saturday, I decided to cut my overly anxious, poverty-complex-riddled Virgo 2nd house a break and book a massage for myself. Of course, it didn’t involve spending new money- I had a credit there already that I needed to use- but the act of calling and making the appointment was a small victory in itself. I think I may be beyond emotional overdrafts and into emotional credit counseling territory.

Ruler of the 4th house in the 1st house

Ruler of the 3rd house in the 1st house

"Ruler of the 2nd house in the 1st house

Eventually, after trying in vain to heal himself, Chiron takes his own advice- he gives up. Even after entering into his own counsel to find the answer, and gaining even more knowledge and insight into healing therapies, and discovering medicine, he never cures himself. Searching for a solution never delivers the solution. He never finds the potion, lotion, energy therapy, flotation tank, raw food diet, flower essence, homeopathic remedy, or yoga pose that delivers the cure.

Some possibilities...

Some possibilities...

Some possibilities...

Some possibilities...

"1st: Self-transcendence as an approach to life. A mystical or spiritual approach to life. The ability to see the interconnectedness of everything. An inability to make distinctions. Confusion about one's direction in life. Confusion about how to approach life. Empathic approach to life. A humble, selfless person. Lack of direction. A self-sacrificing person. A martyr. A soft and gentle approach. An imaginative, musical, poetic and receptive approach. A mystical and spiritual approach. The approach is to merge with everything. Living the life of a martyr. Acting like a martyr.